bismillah
with "Gone" by Blake Rose as my background song, I'm gonna write this post while reminiscing about this blog
this blog started back in 2011, when I was 16y/o
and now, I'm 26
but I don't think I write as much as I should for 10 years old of blog
and my blog seems so mundane
but whatever, it's just a place for me to rant, to lash out
somewhere that I know people wouldn't really know about me
now "If This Is The Last Time" by LANY is playing
this song goes to those who knows me in real life
we could have been better, but well, life goes on
somewhere that I know people wouldn't really know about me
now "If This Is The Last Time" by LANY is playing
this song goes to those who knows me in real life
we could have been better, but well, life goes on
2011 was kinda sad, because someone I knew passed away
I never knew, actually we never really know that any moment could be the last time we see each other
that is one thing that teaches me to kind to anyone, no matter what
at least if it's the last time for us to do something good, ALHAMDULILLAH
we never know about future, right?
I never knew, actually we never really know that any moment could be the last time we see each other
that is one thing that teaches me to kind to anyone, no matter what
at least if it's the last time for us to do something good, ALHAMDULILLAH
we never know about future, right?
2012 was my SPM year, my first-time-working-year
another year for going away, but not that far
tahun yang buat aku frust bila I've done my best but still no one appreciate
like duhh, you're not getting that 4 flat, so why would people bother?
another year for going away, but not that far
tahun yang buat aku frust bila I've done my best but still no one appreciate
like duhh, you're not getting that 4 flat, so why would people bother?
2013 was my first-SonyZR-year
actually I wanted Sony Z1, but well, it wasn't cheap and money don't grow on tree
also I'm amazed how I was actually thought about everything back then
it's funny why I didn't want a Samsung or an iPhone
should've gone with iPhone HAHAHA you dumb
actually I wanted Sony Z1, but well, it wasn't cheap and money don't grow on tree
also I'm amazed how I was actually thought about everything back then
it's funny why I didn't want a Samsung or an iPhone
should've gone with iPhone HAHAHA you dumb
2014 was my internship year
and ALHAMDULILLAH, I still keep in touch with them
they are nice people, sometimes they are just acquaintances that may be useful
I was paid while interning there, and most of the time I do filing jobs
it's boring and well, that's what intern do
and ALHAMDULILLAH, I still keep in touch with them
they are nice people, sometimes they are just acquaintances that may be useful
I was paid while interning there, and most of the time I do filing jobs
it's boring and well, that's what intern do
2015 finally I finished my diploma years
although not with flying colors, but at least my pointer is quite good
"well done, beta" might be something that I'll never hear
I also got my driving license this year and well, it's not too late, right?
I think this year also a year where I started working
so stressed that made me lost weight
so many movies I watch this year and one of them was Inside Out
and now I'm thankful for 2015
ALHAMDULILLAH
although not with flying colors, but at least my pointer is quite good
"well done, beta" might be something that I'll never hear
I also got my driving license this year and well, it's not too late, right?
I think this year also a year where I started working
so stressed that made me lost weight
so many movies I watch this year and one of them was Inside Out
and now I'm thankful for 2015
ALHAMDULILLAH
2016 wasn't in the list of my blog
yup, I didn't post anything to update my life that particular year
that was the year where I'm applying to further my studies
the year where I decided to join Reserved Training Officer Unit (ROTU) Air Force under Royal Malaysian Air Force
I always wanted to be in uniform and this was an opportunity for me
sumpah buat muka tak malu je masa tu, buat hati kental sikit lah
so many things happening in 2016 but I didn't even write a thing about it
what a waste!
yup, I didn't post anything to update my life that particular year
that was the year where I'm applying to further my studies
the year where I decided to join Reserved Training Officer Unit (ROTU) Air Force under Royal Malaysian Air Force
I always wanted to be in uniform and this was an opportunity for me
sumpah buat muka tak malu je masa tu, buat hati kental sikit lah
so many things happening in 2016 but I didn't even write a thing about it
what a waste!
2017 was almost the same like 2016
I wrote only one post but it was so short and random
like it was nothing
now I'm mad at myself
eeeeee.... geramnya kenapa tak tulis blog hari-hari
oh yea, this year two of my sisters got married
dan aku tak ada tulis apa-apa langsung
biasalah, more to Instagram masa tu
I wrote only one post but it was so short and random
like it was nothing
now I'm mad at myself
eeeeee.... geramnya kenapa tak tulis blog hari-hari
oh yea, this year two of my sisters got married
dan aku tak ada tulis apa-apa langsung
biasalah, more to Instagram masa tu
2018 was the year where I got two beautiful nieces
one was born in February, and the other one was in May
one was born in February, and the other one was in May
I don't want to share their photos as you know what it is "evil eye", right?
I can be that paranoid but better be safe than sorry, right?
I can be that paranoid but better be safe than sorry, right?
2019 was last year
the happiest year (at least for me) where I was commissioned at UTM by HRH Crown Prince of Johore, like OMGGGGGG my dream came true
tak sia-sia aku bangun 0430H semata-mata untuk berpanas depan HRH Major General Tunku Ismail
ingat senang ke nak tengok anak raja depan mata ouuuiii
the happiest year (at least for me) where I was commissioned at UTM by HRH Crown Prince of Johore, like OMGGGGGG my dream came true
tak sia-sia aku bangun 0430H semata-mata untuk berpanas depan HRH Major General Tunku Ismail
ingat senang ke nak tengok anak raja depan mata ouuuiii
then my eldest sister got married this year
sempatlah berkumpul ramai-ramai sebelum majlis
tahun 2019 jugaklah aku merasa macam mana Majlis Makan Malam Rejimental (MMR) or simply called as Mess Night by those who served in ATM
tahun ni jugaklah aku rasa sedih sebab most of my squad dah habis belajar, konvo
happy for them but it's kinda sad that our time has up
sedar tak sedar, Covid-19 start it's mission
ughhh
2020 hampir ke penghujung
tahun yang aku expect I will get married
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA jokes on you
konon nak tarikh cantik sempena birthday sendiri
it's true, the date was a mirrored number
02022020 dan hari Ahad, what a perfect date for something like that
tapi berangan je lahhh jemah ooiii
nak kahwin, pergi cari duit sendiri
jangan nak susahkan anak orang
tak lama lagi nak Disember
tapi aku cuma ada 6 (termasuk ni 7) post
patutlah blog ni takde sapa nak lalu
cubalah buat resipi ke review movie elok-elok ke
konfem ada je yang lalu
oh ya, blog aku ni takde iklan kan?
seronok ah kalau nak nengok resipi ke apa
nantilah kalau aku rajin sikit
sebab tengah serabut dengan entah apa-apa dalam kepala ni
benda simple tapi entahlah kan
kalau benda dalam kepala ni boleh tunjuk kat orang
orang pun nak muntah agaknya
well, panjang jugak sesi terobek aku pasal blog ni
tak nak baca tak apa lah
aku pun tak letak iklan sini sebab tahu memang tak ada sapa nak baca
perasan je ada orang nak curi idea ke identiti ke apa
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA banyak sangat tengok movie ni
ok adios
ciao!
phir milenge chalte chalte
I used to say that at the end of my blog
it means "we will meet again as time goes by"
lebih kurang macam "sampai masa nanti kita jumpa lagi"
haa gitu
kkkkk aku nak tidur ni
bonne nuit
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