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Tuesday, June 18, 2019

After A Year


Assalamualaikum dan Salam Aidilfitri 1440H
Sedar tak sedar dah setahun lebih aku tinggalkan dunia blogging
Bukan tak ada benda nak dibebelkan disini
Nak kata terlalu banyak kekangan, tak jugak
Senang cerita, terlalu banyak benda lain aku buat
Berbanding ranting kat sini

Second day interning during my degree year
People expect me to introduce myself to them all, is it?
I'm sorry, but no
First of all, you guys accepted me without letting your superior know about me?
And she was so clueless about me????
Like what the hell?
Secondly, this office was divided into few units and you are sitting there like a tortoise hiding his head inside his shell
My existence needs to be acknowledged by someone who have the power
I could but that's only in my mind lah

Typical Malay working in this sector
Arrived late, going back early
Spent an hour having breakfast at the office's pantry
Fifteen minutes before lunch hour, you're already gone
And fifteen minutes after lunch hour passed, now I see you at your desk
Well, now I can obviously understand why some people so comfortable in this sector
Not all, but there's some

Gaji tetap masuk, kan?
No one to punish or deduct your salary when you're late
Dengan alasan, semua dah dewasa
But some adult needs this kind of enforcement
Because they think the world revolves around them

Luckily I arrived so early today
I had my breakfast with my supervisor and one of the staff
It just 0740 in the morning and they already having breakfast in office's pantry

Yesterday, I was so sad because I was left on my own and nobody even cares to take me to lunch together
Yeah, I know, who am I kidding, right?
I'm just an intern that some of them weren't expect
Diam-diam sudahlah
Mengkaji human behaviour at the office is my new subject
*tangan ke bahu, mata ke langit*

Aku bersyukur jugaklah aku seolah-olah ghaib dalam dunia selama aku kat pejabat ni
Dan aku juga bersyukur sebab aku punya Maxis Unlimited
Sekurang-kurangnya aku boleh online tanpa menggunakan internet pejabat yang memerlukan authentication blablabla
Pffttt... please laa jangan expect practical student ni nak approach orang
Student can be so shy, you know
You cannot blame a person who is not familiar with the environment
And expect them to blend in just like that

Okay, to whoever yang rasa aku bitter or tak outgoing
Terpulanglah, we are not in the same shoes
So it is really up to you
You are entitled to your own opinion
Because I had mine
And yeah, the world doesn't revolve around us
Just don't feel that what I'm saying is all about negative things
Some people really can see the positive side of what I was said

Sekian, ampun maaf zahir batin untuk luahan rasa yang mungkin mengusik jiwa
Kita semua manusia, jadi aku faham itu
Terima kasih kerana membaca