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Monday, December 8, 2014

Not Bad



Bismillah...

Second week of my internship
So far, so good
My working environment not as I expected
But it's better than what I scared it would be

Alhamdulillah
I met another intern student
My junior in networking to be precise
And he's my primary school classmate
But, thing wasn't the same like when I was a child
Yeah, time flies, people change, you know
** he's not single FYI ;)

For time being, Mr. and Mrs. Ayahumi is not around
And yesterday, my sis and I going somewhere we've never been before
Not that far like Bintulu laa
Still around Miri

And last Saturday was one of best day of the year
At first I thought the Family Day was boring and sucks
But when my sis let me play the music, it turns around
The Family Day become kind of beach party
It really fun and enjoy!
Who says Family Day was boring and sucks?
** ahaa.. I did :P

Well, with some EDM songs, popular songs, it will make the day!
Oh I forgot to tell that the Family Day was at Beach Republic
Yupp, in Esplanade Miri, of course!


View of Beach Republic, Miri
**credit to the photo owner


Anything else?
Yeah, about some movies in cinema
I did watch 'Peguins of Madagascar' and 'Big Hero 6'
Both of them was fun
But I like PoM more because of the cuteness overload!
BH6 was exciting and I almost missed the beginning of the movie because of the parking issue

For 'The Maze Runner', luckily I watched it at home with my sibs
For me, it's not worth to watch at the cinema
The story kinda irrelevant and confusing
Next time, better watch animation instead of that type of movie at the cinema


Okayy.. That's all for the time being
Anything, I'll update later
sorry for whatever it is
Phir milenge chalte chalte
Wassalam

Monday, November 3, 2014

And Counting...



Bismillah...

Last three days at Kuching.
Huuuu... Kinda sad actually.
Well, nothing lasts forever, right?
Who knows the beginning of good life soon will be revealed?
*hope so*

Next two days after tomorrow, I'm having my last paper.
My final last paper after two and half years being here.
And my friends has started to post 'I-am-gonna-miss-whatever' at most social media.
I did, too. *bluerrrkk*
So what? It's typical, I know.
But, sooner or later, we all gonna miss something that we used to not-really-like-it.


Basically, I'm little bit worried about the industrial training thingy.
Oh ALLAH, what am I gonna do for the whole 20 weeks of my industrial training???
Will I be able to complete all the tasks being given to me?
Seriously, it's freaking me out.


And after industrial training is done, I have to start worrying about something bigger.
Yup, looking for a job.
Ouch.. I know, it's hard and not gonna be easy with all the competition out there.
But at least when I have one full time and steady job, I'm ready to go to the next stage.


Ahaa..!
People around me keep asking me, what am I gonna do after finishing my diploma?
Am I going to continue my study or start working?
Hello guys, my finals isn't done yet.
So why bother thinking about something that we don't even know, right?
I mean, seriously, I still have to enjoy my three weeks of semester break.
And then I have to do my industrial training.
It's far further in the future, okayy...
So, chillax.
Let time decides for me.

But for the time being, for those who asking me about that kind of question.
I'd prefer to start working.
Why working with diploma?
Diploma is like SPM nowadays.

Ehemm..
For your information, I said for the time being.
Clear enough?
Someone's told me that it ain't easy looking for a job nowadays and in future, I believe.
So, when you're getting hired by a company as their permanent staff
Why bother to sacrifice that opportunity?
I mean, you can continue your study while you're working, right?
Besides, you don't have to burden your parents or family about your study thingy.
It's all your responsibilities.
By the way, it's really tough competition out there, watch out!

But then again, it's all up to you.
It's your future.
And your decision will picture your future.
It's your life, anyway.
Stop asking people around bout what you gonna do, what you shouldn't do, 
what to wear, what to eat and whatsoever.
Screw what people say about your life.
They don't have the life they wanted it to be, that's why they keep judging and criticizing other's life.

Last but not least, don't stop praying.
Never stop believing in your God.
Whatever situation that you'll face, believe in HIM.
HE knows what to do and what the best for you.

Oh ya, some people did ask me if I'm getting married after finishing my diploma.
The answer is, naaahh..!
I'm still young and there's a lot of things I want to do other than stick to one person and his family.
Unless it's my call..! *evil laugh*
But when come to think about it, when I was a little girl
I wanted to make my wedding ceremony on this special date..
02-02-2020
Which is six years away!
And I don't want to trouble my parents, my future husband and his family about my wedding.
I want it the way I imagine it would be.
Or at least I didn't have to suffer because of too many debts caused by the wedding ceremony.

Okayy..
I think it's a wrap.
See you soon, homie..
Sorry for anything that may hurt you.
Phir milenge chalte chalte.
Wassalam...

Thursday, October 30, 2014

One Week To Go



Bismillah...

30 Oktober..
Selamat hari lahir kpd beliau.
Walaupun sudah tiada, segala jasa baik beliau masih tetap dalam ingatan.
Al-Fatihah...

Seminggu lagi, aku akan balik.
Yeahhh.. Tak sabar rasanya.
Rindu dgn masakan Mrs. Ayahumi.
Rindu dgn adik beradik..
Huuu.. Nanti semua dah sibuk dgn kerja memasing, entah ada masa ke tidak utk bertanya khabar.

Balik cuti sem memang satu nikmat.
Dan kali ni, cuti sem aku diteruskan dgn praktikal.
Alhamdulillah dah settle ttg tempat praktikal.
Tinggal tunggu masa melapor diri je nanti.

Cuti sem kali ni cuma tiga minggu.
At least ada drpd tak ada langsung.
Dan 1 Disember start praktikal.

Actually aku ada lagi satu paper.
Tapi minggu depan.
So, take a break with KitKat.
*wink*

Tengah serabut tentang bebarang nak dibawa balik ni haa.. 
Boleh ke tidak nak mengangkutnya nanti, Wallahu'alam.

Okeyy.
Phir milenge chalte chalte.
See you soon, home.
Wassalam.

Friday, October 24, 2014

Salam 1436H



Bismillah...

Sedar tak sedar, dah akhir tahun.
Tahun Hijrah la, bukan masihi.
Hari ini Jumaat terakhir tahun 1435H.
Moga menjadi Jumaat terbaik sebagai penutup tahun ini.

Petang ni, lepas Asar or sebelum Maghrib, bacalah doa akhir tahun.
Sila google untuk keterangan lebih lanjut.
*wink*

Bila direnung kembali, tahun ini banyak mencipta kenangan.
Sama seperti tahun-tahun yang sudah.
Bezanya mungkin sebab dah dewasa.
*tangan dibahu, mata ke langit*

Esok tahun baru.
Sama-samalah kita berdoa agar diberi kesempatan utk bertaubat atas dosa-dosa yang lepas.
Moga kesilapan lalu dijadikan guru yang mengajar erti hidup.
Mana yang salah, betulkan.
Mana yang betul, istiqamahkan.

Aku mungkin tak sebaik manusia-manusia diluar sana.

Tapi aku berharap sangat kesedaran yang ALLAH berikan ini, berkekalan. 
*Aamiin..*
Moga dapat menjadi pembimbing, penguat semangat aku dalam hidup ini.
Sesekali akan wujud rasa bersalah dlm diri selepas melakukan kesalahan.
Tak banyak, mesti ada sikit.

Lumrah lah manusia ni melakukan kesilapan.
Normal lah kalau masing-masing sedar akan kesilapan yang dilakukan.
Berubahlah menjadi lebih baik utk mendapat hasil yang lebih baik.

Dunia ni sekejap cuma.
Walaupun kita rasa mcm nak mati sangat, at least bersyukurlah dapat hidup sihat wal afiat.

Hidup ni, tak semua yang kita nak, kita dapat.
Tak salah berangan, tapi ada baiknya kita berusaha mendapatkan apa yang kita nak.
Mana tahu, lambat laun dapat juga apa yang kita hajatkan?
Expect the unexpected.

Pernah tak rasa, waktu kita nak sangat sesuatu, kita tak dapat?
Bila dah tawar hati, sesuatu tu datang bergolek depan mata, macam hujan di musim banjir.
Tapi kita dah tak berminat.
Sebab apa?
Sebab tak bersyukur dengan apa yang ada.

Kita mungkin tak ada apa yang orang lain ada.
Tapi ingat, orang lain belum tentu ada apa yang kita ada.
Nampak tak yang masing-masing mahukan apa yg kita tak ada?
Walhal apa yang bagus pada kita belum tentu bagus pada orang lain, bukan?

Kenapa aku bebel macam ni?
Sebab aku selalu rasa mcm ni.
Rasa rendah diri sangat dengan diri sendiri.
Malu dengan kekurangan diri bila berdepan dengan org yang jauh lebih baik daripada aku.
Dalam diam, aku nak apa yang org tu ada.
Nampak tak yang aku ni manusia yang tak bersyukur?

Well, kalau nak dibanggakan apa yang aku ada...
Rasanya aku tak ada apa-apa nak dibanggakan.
Nothing much to be proud of.
Tapi dengan perasaan itulah aku sedar diri.
Aku sedar apa yang ada pada aku, bukan hak milik aku.
Jadi aku harus manfaatkan peluang yang ada utk menjadi insan yang berguna untuk masa depan.
Dan terus berusaha untuk jadi lebih baik.

Okey. Panjang sangat dah.
Terima kasihlah sudi membaca.
Sama-samalah kita berusaha menjadi insan yg lebih baik, berguna untuk agama, bangsa dan negara.

Sekian..
Akhir kata, Selamat Menyambut Tahun 1436H.
Moga tahun ini lebih baik daripada yang sebelumnya. *Amiinn..*
Ampun maaf untuk segala kekurangan diri.
Phir milenge chalte chalte.
Wassalam..

Wednesday, October 15, 2014

Maaf..

Bismillah...

Maaf sebab dah terlalu lama tinggalkan blog nih.
Even aku tau tader orang sudi nak menjenguk..
Sobs.. Sobs.. Sobs..

Huu.. Tang mana aku nak start..
Okey.. Lepas raya hari tu, aku kembali menjadi seorang pelajar tahun akhir di PKS.
Segala assignment pastilah menimbun, seperti biasa.
*yawn*
Okey.. Ini bosan.

Hari tu, aku ada join demo Silat Cekak Pusaka Ustaz Hanafi di Plaza Merdeka.

Actually, aku join sekadar suka-suka.
At the end of the day, demo tu buat aku rasa nak join lagi utk masa akan datang


Sejak duduk kat luar ni, rasa bebas sikit la.
Sikit.
Tapi tu laa, susah nak turun kelas.
Kalo turun pun, gerenti lewat laa.
Taper la, better late than never, kann?

Anyway, dalam dua minggu lagi aku nak finals.
Buat yang sedang menduduki finals sekarang, I wish you guys good luck and all the best.

Okeyy.. Sudah laa.
Phir milenge chalte chalte.
Wassalam..